I thought...

I forgot when I got lost

I forgot what it would cost

I forgot we need a psych

I forgot what it felt like

I forgot how to speak

I forgot that I am unique

I forgot bout the attacks

I forgot just how to act

I forgot how to breathe

I forgot grinding teeth

I forgot to get sleep

I forgot how to leap

I forgot to rise and grind

I forgot to make up my mind

I forgot about the hurt

I forgot about the dirt

I forgot I need to be high

I forgot my reasons why

I forgot how to be me

I forgot the feeling of free

I remember being a girl

I remember a cruel world

I remember father’s lessons

I remember her impressions

I remember my first friend.

I remember making amends

I remember how to dance 

I remember taking a chance

I remember every fight

I remember being right

I remember every word

I remember all I heard 

I remember every single lyric

I remember becoming arthritic  

I remember it’s been a while

I remember I used to smile

I remember I became a mom

I remember feelings of calm

I remember my first crush

I remember he made me blush

I remember becoming his wife

I remember loving my life