In December 2020, I experienced a severe manic episode. I didn't know it at the time, but I couldn't control myself either. I didn't realize that what I was experiencing was severe mania, not hypomania, but straight ugly crazy mania. When did it all start, I'm not even sure. For as long as I can remember I was always hot-headed. I've never had a normal reaction to circumstances that made me feel out of place. Whenever I get hurt, I would blow the fuck up. I'd become a whole different version of myself, that I would later hate and regret showing. A few things happened to set me off. I was asked and told a few things that just didn't sit well with me. I'll leave that information with those who shared it with me. I'm over here trying to woosah my damn life, and then I hear something that would trigger my resentment. As I was triggered by things that were happening in my family, I did what I would have never done otherwise. That coupled with a few d...