One summer night, my cousin had given me her sports car to borrow for the night. It was a warm breezy Sunday evening. I took my new crush for a ride. We ended up in a park, making out heavily. The most embarrassing part of the night was getting caught by a police officer with my dress unzipped while sitting on his lap in the passenger seat. I was a minor and he was not. I went to court for breaking curfew while he was charged for messing with me. It didn't stop there for us. I loved making out but was still a virgin and we were an on-and-off-again thing. Dad had just passed and we laid him to rest. I was 15 years old with a massive new crush on this guy who was older than me. Nothing new, I always loved older guys. They weren't as dull or immature as the dudes my age. It was definitely a rebound crush, as my ex-boyfriend, now my husband, had broken up with me. I was in pieces. Devastated. Mourning my father and my previou...